I am constantly looking towards the future. I find it hard to just "be". I feel like I should always be doing more, working harder, planning, trying to figure it all out on my own. It's a stressful way to live. It's no wonder yoga and meditation are becoming a part of my daily life. I need them.
I still haven't had any major breakthroughs of any kind with my meditation, though my yoga practice is definitely progressing. Perhaps I'm looking too hard? I'm really ready to change old patterns and habits. I'm ready for a fresh start. I know it's going to take some time- but I hope it's not too long.